Mood:
don't askNow Playing: Romeo Must Die
Topic: the love felt right now
Well we've come to that point again. It's like last weekend didn't do enough to keep you satisfied. All I ever do, I keep you in mind. Somehow this is hard for you to believe, I guess you forget the way I look into your eyes or the feeling when we hold each other. Or maybe you forget it when you have paranoid conspiracies clouding your mind. You know it kills us both. We don't want to suffer and we can't just let the other person walk out. I know I would rather fight with you than love anyone else. I just wish we wouldnt have so many fights over abstract ideas. The ones like this. I know I'm not lieing, but you can't see that. There's nothing I can do to make you see differently. I will not lie and tell you that you are right. I know I am good to you. As good as I can be three hours away... this meaning the distance hurts us, but I'm not going to put anything else there to make it worse. I love you Adam. I want to be with you, without giving up all of my self. These things being, my goal to graduate from ball state, and my close girlfriends. I have given up without a fight my guyfriends, for you. I cannot give up my girls, and I dont see why this should be a problem since I'm not doing anything wrong with them. I am always faithful to you. I love you. I know you love me and this is hurting you so I just hope for both of our happinesses you would open your eyes to me, dont blind yourself with your assumptions. You are not being played a fool. Please don't be foolish and throw this away for something that never happened.
Posted by tadamara0
at 11:20 PM CDT
a-ok
celebratory
chillin'